The Woman

I am the woman with many names
I am the woman with many faces
I am the woman who people love to hate
I am the woman who can see through you
I am the woman who holds herself back as to not offend you
I am the woman who offends all
I am the woman who tells stories
I am the woman who exaggerates 
I am the woman who people come to
I am the woman who has hope for all
I am the woman who understands people
I am the woman who knows people are human 
I am the woman who people believe she's weak
I am the woman who people turn their back on
I am the woman who at the end of the day makes her own decision
I am the woman who says I will do this and actually does it
I am the woman who stretches her hand out for people to take her whole arm
I am the woman who one day will explode
I am the woman who can create chaos
I am the woman who can create order
I am the woman who can create life
I am the woman who can make things perfect
I am the woman who can pull the wool over your eyes
I am the woman who watches & observes
I am the woman who sits quietly...contemplating....
I am the woman whose wrath can be felt by everyone
I am the woman who in the end let's it all go
I am her and I will continue to be her...not for your benefit but for my mine...I am the woman who is evolving...I am the woman who is maturing...I am the woman whose walking on her path...yes, I see your path but do you see yours? If you like I can explain to you why your path is laid before you. Open your eyes, open your mind, open your heart, and your soul will follow. 


I am Oneyda Elisa Salazar...the woman with many names & many faces........

Ancient Aliens

I am obsess with the show Ancient Aliens on the History channel. If you have not seen this show you must do so right away!!!! I've always been big on mythology ever since a teacher of mine introduce us to Greek Mythology back in Robert Fulton(she herself was Greek). I always asked if the stories were real and she used to tell me they are all mythical. I never really liked that answer and it didn't really coincide with what we were learning in History. I remember being taught in grammar school a time table; which showed you everything before BC and everything after(AD). I always loved those lessons and did very well in them. 


As I got older I would read anything that had to do with mythology just for kicks. I watched whatever was on TV. Since, I can't afford to travel I do so via the TV or books. It's obviously not the same thing but nevertheless it does the job. What I wouldn't give to go to Greece and Italy and learn everything that I can. I want to go to the places of worship to feel the energy they claim one can feel. I want to go back to Guatemala and visit all the Mayan temples. Egypt, Peru, Israel, India, and good old USA are rich with ancient history. It's just a matter of reading with an open mind and understanding our ancestors.


I brought a book a few years back and have been skimming throughout ever since; I even let a friend of mine burrow it. The book is called Mythology The Illustrated Anthology of World Myth & Story Telling; I will be reading it all over again. Since I decided on taking US History for school I will have to learn it myself on my own time all over again. My US History sucks and I need to brush up on it, I have no interest in learning it but I must. A new mythology collection is in order for my library. I lost so many books throughout my constant moving; I have to repurchase them all over again :-( 


Maybe some day in the near future I will write my own book on mythology. I will socialize with all the scholars and historians of the times. Laughing at all the religious groups out there who have come to realize we aren't special. There is no GODS or a Son of GOD but that we are all in fact divine. We all come from the cosmos left here to learn and understand where we come from. Once understanding has been reached a new form of travel will be shown and mastered to travel from galaxy to galaxy. One can only dream.....

Boredom

Boredom= when nothing you do brings you joy anymore.  I've been in my house now for almost 2 years. I got laid off once I found out I was pregnant and ever since I've been home doing the "house wife" thing. I LOVE being home with Charlotte but I really MISS working. I remember when I HATED working and all I ever did was wish to NOT be working, this why you should be careful what you wish for, you might just get it. My unemployment got extended yet again but with conditions. I MUST look for work and inform unemployment of where I went and what outcome I had; otherwise, I don't get my money for the week. I am forced to look for work and get out there to the grind. I am happy and sadden at the same time. I am happy because I might get job if I look hard enough and perhaps it will be decent job with decent pay and benefits. I am sadden because I won't be spending time with Charlotte. Yet, the way I see it is I will be able to provide for Charlotte and regain my sanity. 


I have so many plans and I want to implemented them already. I start school next month and I can't wait. I day dream about it all the time and this time around I will do what I am suppose to do. The Professors were wise to me my first semester. I was sorry to disappointment them but I promise myself this semester I will not fuck up. 


I know I will do what I have to do and I will do it well. I believe in two to three years time I will be where I want to be. I just have to be patient and believe in what I am doing and what I want to accomplish. One day at a time...one step at a time....good things always come to those who wait.

August Horoscope

I'll be using the Quantum Tarot's Major Arcana.

Aries: The wheel of fortune has taken a spin. It seems it might not stop on a favorable spot but it will once it slows down. When it comes to a full stop; you will be smiling from ear to ear. The wheel of destiny is working in your favor this month. Opportunities and luck will be by your side all month long. Some annoyances will most likely spiral out of control but always remember Aries you are in control and you’re the one spinning the wheel of fortune. 

Taurus: It's time to find your balance again. Being an extremist is not in Taurus' nature. Mediation is a must this month; once you start it; you will be aware of where balance is needed the most.  Any decisions made this month must be thought out and it must benefit you. Remember Taurus it’s all about balance in YOUR life!

Gemini: This is the month to show the world who you really are but above all how intelligent you really are!! This month will have you experiencing a transition of sorts. You will be allowing your other side to emerge; it has been too quiet for far too long.  Don’t worry; your twin will be speculator this month!

Cancer: Why haven’t you been nurturing yourself? Stop fussing over others and tend to yourself this month! Trips to the oceans would be a wonderful source of nourishment. Retreating into your home is acceptable; you deserve it. Don’t fret everyone will still be exactly where you left them last J

Leo: It is time to go forth on a new adventure this month. You are full of courage and hope this month nothing will damper your spirit! Just don’t let this blind courage lead you on a fool’s path, dear Leo.

Virgo:  This month will bring you into full awareness of all your surroundings. Nothing will escape your critical eye or that fast moving mind of yours. I will not lie to you Virgo but this month will bring awareness of the good kind and then there’s reality. You must accept this understanding and allow yourself to be enlightened further. You are a lot stronger than you think.

Libra: Change is inevitable. Life is constantly evolving. You are evolving, Libra. The past is no more, everything that has held you down as now being released, whether you like or not. As a Libra you must have equilibrium without it you cannot function. Let your scale balance itself out. You will be thankful by month’s end. Trust me.

Scorpio:  “With great power, comes great responsibility”. This is the mantra you must repeat all month Scorpio. People in power must always remember who bestowed the power to them. Do not force you might on others but sway them to your allurement. You will see how much more easily and efficiently things get done.

Sagittarius:  The universe is your oyster. It is filled with endless treasures, endless knowledge. Keep on your path of self-learning, expanding your mind will be all consuming this month. Whatever it is you want to learn will be easily attainable. Just remember to take breaks and let your mind process all the information it has retain.

Capricorn:  This is your month to shine and shine brightly you will!! You will be in perfect harmony with the universe; you will have to pinch yourself to make sure you are not dreaming. Being a realist you tend to be pessimistic at times but don’t look for the negative this month. There just isn’t any! Stand on top of your mountain and survey what you have accomplished this month.

Aquarius:  The wisdom you possess may at times come off as methodical, frigid, and calculated but it is always delivered in the best of intentions. Perhaps, sharing your wisdom could be a little more eccentric in deliverance to your audience. In this way the message is not lost in its arrival.

Pisces:  You want answers and you want them now but yet all you are getting is more questions and no answers seem to be in sight. There are times we ask questions to the wrong person when we should be in fact asking these very same questions to ourselves, Pisces. You have the answers you are looking for, stop questioning, and start listening. You will receive your answer.