My curiosity and my heart wanted to be filled.
I would speak to God
As a child
Then I wished on stars
I was teenager by then
I was young and in love
But then I discovered the beauty of women
The Goddess I was after
I was of course in my twenties
Hypothesizing and theorizing
I thought I had found my way
A curve ball I was thrown in the summer of 6/04
I didn't know I was asleep the whole time
The ups and downs of the curves were to fast to follow
I recognized the pattern for a moment but yet not fully knowing what I had recognized
I thought I understood and was in control but I was young and a fool
I am now an "adult" living an everyday life but yet yearning for something more
Which I now know where the calling is coming from
My soul is old and its tired
The constant searching for something bigger and more meaningful outside of my realm
Granted me many of things; lessons, experiences, losses, gains, happiness, sadness, anger, ecstasy
Now my search is inward; my search has brought me back full circle
I must heal, release, reflect, in order to fully comprehend who I really am
So, silence is needed; no, more outside disturbances...
The activation started in the summer of 6/04
8 years;
Yet, my number has always been 3...a sacred number and when you add 8+3 it equals 11...once again bringing me back full circle.....I am no longer asleep...3 months prior the activation was sparked back up...the time is now...the winds of change are on the horizon...they have been blowing ever so gently...I have a smile on my face, a skip to my walk(once again), and a knowing smile...for I have seen what's in store and it takes my breath away...to be one once again....~111~
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