Routine

It's a cool Wednesday night with the occasional rain drop heard outside. My daughter has been sleeping for a little more than an hour now. The other half has been lost into the world of Black Ops for about 2 hours now. G chat is on and Facebook is of course open with a new update. 

Life as I know it has become routine not boring but routine. I plan my day as soon as I sit down with my cup of coffee. I inform Charlotte of my plans and I of course ask her opinion. She always smiles and replies in baby talk. Once the plans have been laid out I commence to fuck off on Facebook. I read the latest article, the latest news that just happen 5 seconds ago, I post comments, I inform Facebook of my status(as if people really cared) I make sure to check on my sim's happiness and fulfill all her wants for the day. 

Once in awhile I remember I have a Twitter account. By this time an hour has passed and I am still fucking off checking emails and reading whatever catches my eye. Enough time has passed for my other half to awake and start getting ready. We commence on our daily routine before he leaves to work. We sit outside waiting on his bus or cab ride to work. I love you's are exchanged and kisses are given. 2 p.m. and Charlotte is down for a nap. I might as well join her. 4:30 p.m. nap time is over. It's time to play or go out for a stroll in the neighborhood. 

Today was also the day I was suppose to cut back on my smoking. This has been an on going process for the entire length of the summer. Smoking is part of my routine you see. My electric cigarette no longer works. I started cleaning today but was side tracked by my daughter's cuteness. Every day we learn something new and our love just keeps getting bigger and bigger. Photos of her are snapped and exchanged with family. It's almost dinner time and I haven't even looked at my school books.

Charlotte is bathed and down for the night. Dinner is being made while my cats are looking on voicing their want for their food. Gil is home and Zeus is over run with happiness. Murphy is waiting her turned to be pet meanwhile Zeus just finished dinner for the both of them. Poor Murphy always left wanting. She won't be seen for another hour or so. Zeus on the other hand has claimed Gil's lap as his own. 

3 a.m. got some homework done. Now, if only I could remember what it was I had planned for the day. I should go to Staples tomorrow and buy a white board to keep track of my plans. But knowing myself well I will walk out with a printer instead of the white board. I should see how my friends are tomorrow and try to plan something with them. Maybe this time I will see my plan through. I also have to do research on Adult Add, maybe I will find a way of keep tracking of everything. 

4:30 a.m. laying bed, exhausted, and with a new understanding on my ADD, why I so obsessively plan everything and erupt when things don't go accordingly. I see why I do the things that I do. 

Goodnight :-D